time machine rants

I must take charge.
I’m done drifting wherever it is convenient.
I know I’m not getting any younger.
I must do something about it.
My question on who am I?
I am I and I alone and cannot be anyone else.
I need things and I want things for I and no one else can only provide myself.
I’m done just taking life like a joke thinking all the while that everything is ok even though it is not.
I must do something about it.

I must not dwell in the past. Whatever it is that my dad was not able to provide should not be the reason of my mistakes.
I should stand by my actions no matter what the consequence.
God has done things that every man can. He asks us to be more like him and it is possible.
I need to set my mind to something and just do it.
Sooner or late I’ll need to be responsible enough to my love ones.
I need to fix my life.
I need to make a stand.
I need to stop myself from doing the usual things.
I need variety, control and self-realization that in life only I can make it more bearable.
I must stop blaming others, stop complaining, and start doing.

I am thankful that I have a skill like this.
Words and thoughts, which are rare in some, are natural to me.
I must harness it and use it to my full advantage.
I need to act now.
I need to plan where to begin and begin as soon as the plan is set.
I will find my answers eventually but first I must do something about myself and find a path where I can exploit my talents and use it to my advantage.
I need to do it now.Not soon but now.