“SUTORENJAA”

All through our lives there are people who stay and leaves. Nothing is permanent, the only sad thing is, why is it that all the great things must come to an end much quicker than the bad ones. Friends, lovers, pets as well as loved ones must throw in the towel and declare it a nice bout. When I was younger this thought kept on bugging me, not only until that I am a little bit much older where this thought really made me ponder about people’s simple yet complex take on companionship, friendship and ultimately love for others. It is impossible for someone to be alone and stay alone and be like that for the rest of their lives. One way or another they will crack and open themselves up for a stranger to come in and make their lives worthwhile. Whether or not the stranger brings with him fiery passion, unending friendship, tormenting agony or the ever so rare, enough that it is said that it is non existent, unconditional love we all welcome this with open arms. Being with someone would either make us wish this feeling never ends or meeting that stranger never took place. Which ever of the two one feels; it is for certain that he loved that stranger. Strange I know but this is ultimately the truth behind every tear every smile every pain one feels throughout the course of this waltz. However, there are special cases where someone can tolerate being alone, having no one to depend or simply put being all by himself. For who this person is, I do not know. I do not even know if there is really such a thing a sad fellow he must be.

In life no matter how hard you try to plan the course of your life it is bound to be screwed up in one way or another. The one screwing it for you may come in a really unexpected package or something you really wanted yet do not know yet that you do like it. Although “screwed” is such harsh word to use yet when you think about it is the most appropriate; it is a common expression that had been overused and not received a decent respect for the usage of it, rather than it being a foul word to be used on a piece of writing or everyday conversing, why not use it as a main adjective to depict the state of one’s status, it is simply put a word or an expression where you can immediately put an adjective before or after it. So when I mention that someone screwed up it is understandably not yet over until I place the adjective right before or after it. Hence, your life is to be screwed up in a nice way or in an ever agonizing reality that it is screwed up badly. Whatever plans you may have compose on your head for that specific time you want to do it there are these troublemakers who makes it really difficult for you to proceed with that plan. Who are troublemakers you asked, well who else, these are your friends, lovers and loved ones. These are the strangers that make your life uneasy, tormenting and inconvenient yet so interesting that you cant live without them. These are the strangers where you spend some or a lot of your time with, these are the strangers who makes you ultimately you. Regardless of the time or the duration you spent together, you find yourself incomplete and somewhat lonely when they are not around. Of course ex-lovers are a different story.

witten on April 17, 2008